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Name: Rocel
Country: United States
State: Nevada
Metro: Sparks
Birthday: 11/10/1982
Gender: Male
Interests: I love to pretend, especially pretending to be good at guitar, basketball and singing, haha!
Expertise: What's an expertise? Um, I pretend to be good at playing basketball and playing guitar and singing if that's what you mean?
Occupation: Manufacturing/production
Industry: Other
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AIM:  Rocel V Tsuchiya
Member Since:
3/25/2003
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| Body: : Subject This is what happens when u cheat!
The following is an e-mail going around NYC... and now California and now Atlanta (and now Tallahassee & South Florida, Ohio, Texas, and now Phoenix Kansas and Tennessee!)
The 1st part is a girl's apology e-mail for cheating.
The 2nd is his HILARIOUS response which was forwarded to his entire address book and is now circulating everywhere? Please continue the string of humiliation
Brad,
It would be difficult for me to be any more miserable right now, I feel like the worst person ever. First, let me start by saying that I am truly truly sorry, and I hate myself for hurting you. Of all the people in the whole entire world, you were honestly the last person that I would ever want to wrong in any way. There is no excuse at all or anything that happened, so I won't even try other than to say all of us had WAY too much to drink, and I did a stupid thing. I can handle you being pissed at me, I absolutely deserve it, I can even handle the ugly words that were exchanged between us, what I can't handle is thinking that you see me as a different person.
It is weird, I feel like I just went through a horrible break up or something. The world looked funny yesterday, I couldn't crack a smile if you paid me, there are songs I can't listen to, and I just feel beyond crushed. I don't know if you meant everything you said to me, and I am hoping that you didn't. I know that I was wrong on many levels, but I am also hoping that this is something that we can deal with. I know it sounds totally crazy and stupid, but you have come to play such a significant role in my life, I can't imagine my days without you.
It is totally strange and weird to say that, and you could say that my behavior didn't reflect that, and you would be correct. I hate feeling like you hate me, and I hate feeling like all of your friends think I am a terrible person, because I am not. I know there is nothing I can say or do to take back what happened, but I just want you to know that fighting with you was just about the worst thing I could have ever imagined. It was right up there with one of the ugliest nights of my life, and I would give anything in the world to rewind and fix it. I am not sure if you will respond to this, part of me thinks that you won't. If not today, then maybe some other time.
Also, thanks for getting my stuff together, although I think my sunglasses are still at your house, if you could keep your eyes peeled for them that would be great. I can't even focus or work today, I can't eat, I seriously feel like it was an ugly break up, and I am hoping against hopes that it was not that and you are not done with me. Please don't cut me off, I really don't think I can handle that.
I am so sorry.
Elizabeth
RESPONSE:
Dear Elizabeth,
Thank you for your concern. I'll be sure to file it away under "L" for "Long-winded diatribes from drunken whores I couldn't care less about".
You did a stupid thing huh? No...doing long division and forgetting to carry the one is "a stupid thing"; Mixing in a red sock with a load of whites is "a stupid thing"; Blowing some guy in a bathroom for 45minutes while I sit at the bar wondering if you're taking so long because you ate too much bran that morning isn't as much a "Stupid thing" as it is grounds for permanent removal from my social calendar.
To be honest, I'm not sure if it was more amusing that you went and degraded yourself in a public toilet not once but twice in a 2 hour span, or that you seemed to think that by saying "Well, I didn't fuck him" somehow gave you a clean slate. So forgive me if I couldn't care less if the world "looked funny" to you yesterday. Since your world revolves around blow dryers, golden retrievers, Prada Bags and Jelly Beans, I'm sure it must have been most unsettling to actually have to consider someone else's feelings for 24 hours straight. The good news for you is that my friends don't think you're a terrible person, they just think you're the average run of the mill cum-guzzling blonde who commands about as much respect as your average child porn collector. I could be wrong but, it's pretty hard to respect some Bridge &Tunnel chick who comes out to spend the night at my place even though she's seeing someone else in New jersey and winds up tongue-bathing the taint of anyone who decides 30 minutes of droning commentary on Colin Farrell's new
haircut is worth putting up with for a hand job in the men's room. The good thing about being a guy is that when I eventually bump into the young lad who finger-blasted you on top of a towel dispenser last saturday, we'll have a shot and laugh our heads off about the time it happened.
By the way, for the amount of time you claim to spend in spin class you really must be doing something wrong to sport the thunder thighs you do. Watching you parade around my bedroom in a thong was a little like watching sea lions mate. Thought you might like to know.
P.S. I forwarded about 100 people on this email.
Talk to you never,
Brad
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| Welcome to the FUCKED survey. These are all FUCKED, random, interesting, personal questions.
Copy/Paste survey and repost as a bulletin
HAVE YOU EVER ....YES/NO
NAME: Rocel V. Tsuchiya
1. Given a homeless guy more than $5? Sadly, yes, I have
2. Spent more than $500 on a bf/gf's gift or a night out? Ugh, yes, and if I should ever do so again, I'll make sure it's only when I'm married
3. Had sex with more than one person in a day? If only I looked more like Brad Pitt.....
4. Hooked up with a good friends bf/gf behind their back? Big no-no so no, I couldn't live with myself doing something like that
5. Dated two people at once? Nope
6. Actually met someone from myspace that you didn't know before? Does it count if it wasn't on purpose??
7. Been raped? No
8. Failed more than one class? Nope, just one
9. Took someone's virginity when you weren't a virgin? Nope, each girl I've had sex was less of a virgin than I was, with exception to one girl but she wasn't a virgin either
10. Hooked up with someone from a different race? Of course
11. Ran around naked outside ..daytime/night time? Heh, one of my few biggest fears, being caught nude by anyone so no
12. Scoobadived? Scooba? Nope
13. Snorkled? Nope
14. Dated someone you didn't want your friends to meet? Um, not that I recall
15. Got your stomach pumped, from alcohol poisoning? I don't know what that means so I'm guessing no
16. Threw up from alcohol? Yes, on two occasions
17. Been suspended from school? Yes and I'm not saying why unless it's really THAT important or the anticipation is killing you THAT badly
18. Kissed someone of the same sex? Yep
19. Wore a short skirt with out panties? Well, considering I don't wear panties..... ^_~
20. Let a guy paint your toenails (girls) paint a girls toenails (guys)? Yep, I've painted a girl's toenails and I've let a girl paint mine (don't ask)
21. Met someone famous? Nope, I'm not really starstruck anyway though
22. Saved someone's life? I'm no saviour, but I'm sure everyone's saved someone in their life whether they know it or not
23. Seen someone die? Only in movies and in dreams
24. Killed someone? No, thank God, I'd never be able to live with that kind of guilt
25. Been in a physical fight? Yes, but don't tell anyone
26. Hooked up with someone 10yrs older or younger than you? Uhhh, no!
27. Been arrested? Nope
28. Spent the night in jail? Nope
29. Been in more than three car accidents in a year? Nope
30. Had sex outside? Yes, and I wouldn't mind doing it over again
31. Given or gotten road head? Heh I know you're gonna say I'm stupid, but I don't like head so no
32. Had sex in your house when your parents were home? Nope, but I've had sex when the girls' parents were home
33. Had phone sex? With some ex-gf's
34. Been turned off by someone's personal hygiene "down there?" Is that possible??
35. Told someone you loved them when you didn't? All the time!!
36. Had sex without a condom? Yes, on MUCH too many accounts
37. Had a one night stand? Yep, on more than one occasion
38. Triple Kissed? Nope
39. Had sex on the beach? Nope, the drink nor the actual thing
40. Watched porn with someone else? Um, not that I recall
41. Been fired from a job? Nope
42. Danced on top of a bar? Nope
43. Had sex somewhere in your high school? Ew, uh, no
44. Bought a vibrator? I don't think you'd ever see me walk ever again if I had
45. Been in a porn shop? Nope
46. Been in a dance competition? I can't dance worth shit, I'm an Asian oxymoron
47. Had a three some? I wish
48. Spent more than one night in a hospital? Yep, brain surgery recovery
49. ODed on a drug? Yeah
50. Been so stupid to fill out or read this FUCKED survey? You may have won the battle, but there will never be a war | | |
| For the first time in a long time. I'm afraid for a different reason. Ever since breaking up with the last serious relationship that I was in, I've been so afraid of love that I've pushed myself away from it or anything feeling close to it. My fear has changed now. Anyway my fear is now whether or not to hide my feelings.
This fear is SO much different from anything I've had in the past year and a half. I've been such good friends with her for such a long time now. Even though I haven't seen her in person in over a year, I can feel myself falling more and more whenever I talk to her. The only reason nothing has happened is I'm afraid of losing such a good friend in her.
Now the story of good friendship and love in my history. One of my ex-gf's of whom I was with for just under a year, I was good friends with for around 5-6 years. Anyway, 5-6 years can create a lot of great friendships, but after being with her for only a year in comparison to how long we were friends, we no longer talk to each other. The point is, I don't know if I'm willing to risk another friendship because I have deeper feelings for her.
The worst part of this whole thing is I was with her before. In all honesty, however, out of my ten ex-gf's, she is the only one I'd consider getting back with. Still though, I don't know what to do about my feelings.
Any advice in here would be greatly appreciated. | | |
| "Nothing" by Rocel Tsuchiya
I'm not awake, I can barely
Open my eyes to see
But I'm not asleep, no Z's
No sound coming out of me
And all this time...
I can hear you
Yelling out my name
I can smell you
From this distant grave
I can feel you
Walking on the course
Can you love me
As a wandering corpse
Yeah...
I'm not alive, I'm not dead
Like some kind of zombie
But I'm not breathing, crying inside
Nothing's left for me
And all this time...
I can hear you
Yelling out my name
I can smell you
From this distant grave
I can feel you
Walking on this course
Can you love me
As a wandering corpse
Yeah...
I'm not breathing and dying inside
Nothing's left for me... | | |
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